Naomi Osaka at the third round in 2020 US Open women’s singles, Ahmaud Arbery

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Killing_of_Ahmaud_Arbery

Second round, Elijah McClain

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_of_Elijah_McClain

First round, Breonna Taylor

https://www.google.co.jp/amp/s/www.nytimes.com/article/breonna-taylor-police.amp.html

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shooting_of_Breonna_Taylor

sonnet 113

Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind,
And that which governs me to go about
Doth part his function, and is partly blind,
Seems seeing, but effectively is out;
For it no form delivers to the heart
Of bird, of flow’r, or shape which it doth latch.
Of his quick objects hath the mind no part,
Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch;
For if it see the rud’st or gentlest sight,
The most sweet favour or deformed’st creature,
The mountain, or the sea, the day, or night,
The crow, or dove, it shapes them to your feature.
Incapable of more, replete with you,
My most true mind thus makes mine untrue.

Praise myself:

1. Household until 13:30
2. Laundry 🧺
3. Replants
4. made a base paint
5. Made carrot cake

“The discipline of history is concerned with truth telling about the past. With her conduct, Dr. Krug has raised questions about the veracity of her own research and teaching.”

Veracity 真実性　truthfulness

Ms Krug described her behaviour as “the very epitome of violence, of thievery and appropriation, of the myriad ways in which non-Black people continue to use and abuse Black identities and cultures.”

Epitome 典型　縮図　/ɪˈpɪtəmi,ɛˈpɪtəmi/

https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-54036637

For the better part of my adult life, every move I’ve made, every relationship I’ve formed, has been rooted in the napalm toxic soil of lies.

Napalm ナパーム

To an escalating degree over my adult life, I have eschewed my lived experience as a white Jewish child in suburban Kansas City under various assumed identities within a Blackness that I had no right to claim: first North African Blackness, then US rooted Blackness, then Caribbean rooted Bronx Blackness. 

Eschew 慎む 避ける　forgo

https://medium.com/@jessakrug/the-truth-and-the-anti-black-violence-of-my-lies-9a9621401f85

nod off 居眠り　begin to sleep especially while sitting up

bedrock 岩盤、根本

Apnea 無呼吸