Sonnet 149

Canst thou, O cruel! Say I love thee not,
When I against myself with thee partake?
Do I not think on thee, when I forgot
Am of my self, all tyrant, for thy sake?
Who hateth thee that I do call my friend,
On whom frown’st thou that I do fawn upon,
Nay, if thou lour’st on me, do I not spend
Revenge upon myself with present moan?
What merit do I in my self respect,
That is so proud thy service to despise,
When all my best doth worship thy defect,
Commanded by the motion of thine eyes?
But, love, hate on, for now I know thy mind,
Those that can see thou lov’st, and I am blind.

Yuko Takeuchi

Japanese actress Yuko Takeuchi found dead at 40 https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-asia-54314962

Forbid 禁ずる

jurisdiction 管轄、司法権

sanction 法的な認可

coincide with 同時におこる

fester わだかまり　化膿

reconciliation 和解　調停